Friday, March 7, 2008

future stuff

Summer plans:
SIT leader at Spruce Lake Wilderness Camp (where I counseled for 3 summers).

Grad school:
Turned down by: William & Mary, Univ. of Calif. Davis
Likely to be turned down by: UNC-Wilmington and Univ. New Hampshire
Waiting to hear from: Georgia Tech & Univ. of Georgia

In a horrid mental/emotional/spiritual mess over:
guidance, life direction, and goals/identity at cross-purposes to where my life is currently headed (which may be nowhere if grad school doesn't work out). feeling like Jonah because I either don't hear or don't listen to directions and/or God keeps changing his mind. And fish guts smell bad. hating that i have to be "strong" and "functional" and "composed" in interactions with, well, everyone, due to societal compulsion to have a facade of wholeness and contentedness no matter what's going on.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Remember that there's nothing you can do that God can't fix or redeem. Even Jonah got spat out and given a second chance (and by no means have you been running away like Jonah.)